Did I Forget You?

Sitting on a sand dune a million miles away.
Watching my grandsons sand boarding the dunes (finally)
Running the soft sand through my fingers.
My thoughts turned to you
Knowing this is where your heart still lies
even after all this time

How I wished to share with you
a picture of this spectacular view
Everywhere we went I could not help
thinking you would have loved it.

There was no message from you in my post box this year.
Not even enjoy the holiday
I miss you just a little bit

"Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel "not good enough"?
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here..."

Why do I feel like I  could just runaway, the pressure is just to much, too much stuff happening. All I ask for is peace,